He froze our computers >0 insidewantsout: WHERE ARE YOU?
bluerhapsody: I was afraid to hug him, which is stupid. Especially after how much we talked on the phone last night. But I did, twice :P I really like him, and I’m really glad he likes me too, haha. It still makes me ridiculously nervous, but giddy and excited at the same time. I’m glad he wants me to know who his friends are, too. I hope they all stay after today. I hope it doesn’t rain. I...
Things I Love/Hate Of The Day
stupid addicting personality quizzes/not sleeping because I stayed up late doing nothing cause and effect there.
things i love/hate of the day
love/love i know. it was deep. :p
Things I love/hate of the day
Reading a book that means something to me and inspires me/being judged on my thoughts
things i love/hate of the day
that feeling you get when you go out on a limb and DO SOMETHING and it works out/that feeling you get when you realize it hasnt worked out as well as you thought.
some of you may know
tell me i have to
okay. fine. i will.
i’d like to take this oppurtunity to be a mushy loser and tell you all the stuff that makes you pretty awesome. you’re an amazing artist, an excellent german buddy (even if we never understand whats going on and need me to give you the homework half the time :p), and such an incredible writer (mr. eaton is shit, so don’t listen to him. not that i need to tell you that). Reading...
So…i’m supposed to be a hairdresser. beauty school drop out, anyone? hmm, what else is there. a flight attendent. that’s exciting. i could have a lot of gay friends and fall in love with some guy, from a country that doesnt exist, who lives in the airport and who built be a shrine in the bathroom (points to whoever gets the reference). fashion model. right. lets not even talk...
i wish tarot cards told the truth, because, secretly, their predictions are the only things that give me hope that my life isn’t going to suck a month from now
neverthelest: One of my biggest fears is being judged over my taste of music. I always feel invaded when people scroll thorough my iPod [just like looking through my sketchbook] or look on my computer or inquire about the music I listen to. I’m not really sure where this comes from. A lot of my friends are really into music. They’re cool about most of it, but I fear the day when I say that I...
on the subject of humanity and relationships
girl, aged something-teen, average in every way possible: sometimes i wonder why i dont say every little thing to you that i want to since even though you’re a piece of shit i trust you more than anything and i just want to let you know that i’d like to have a fickle hormonal relationship with you that might eventually develop into you saying “lets live happily ever after ...
Just in case you mean what i think you mean (and...
there are plenty of annoying people in my life, namely Eman who sits next to me in journalism. i get the feeling you think i meant someone else…and i dont. sorry if you got the wrong idea :/ and if you didnt…then whatever disregard this.
Take a fucking hint and go away
are the ones i hate the most
i’ll be in massachussetts until friday. i didnt tell anyone because i was playing mind games which i won and lost all at once, but i just thought i should mention it. don’t worry about that boy insidewantsout. its only awkward if you make it awkward.
what i should really tell just about every person...
if i ever did someting to offend you (and if you don’t think i did, you should probably rethink that) i’m sorry.
Sometimes, I get my best epiphanies in the shower. or on the loo. like on scrubs. yesterday i got a bathroom epiphany, a stroke of selfknowledge, genius really. and then i realized goddamn freud already thought of it. see, i was thinking about the sad state my life is in right about now, a state of nothingness- im incapable of making the decisions i need to make- ome would make me happy,...
Push me hard enough
this sucks, why do they always have to invade my privacy.
that i met you this year. you’re a good person and you brighten my day. german sucks, but it makes me happy to see you sitting next to me every day.
what happened today
i cried in the fiction section of my school library by the shelf for authors B-D. i spied on people from the government and law sections of my school library by the shelf for the cold war and communism. i discussed stalking habits in the locker row while asians around me danced and danced, wearing jazz sneakers and discussing weird things. i ripped up a perfectly good piece of paper because i...
I see you
stop playing typer shark and talk to me about this mess we call life
Now that i've seen insidewantsout's new post
i’ve got a pretty good hunch <3