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Day 19: Nicknames you have; why you have them

S- because Liz and I had a gossip girl phase. dont ask why we switched blonde and brunette.

Esoomaemae - because Shannon is a weirdo <3

Ezzy - because its a logical derivative of my name

Shmoopy - because my parents watched a seinfeld episode and found it hilarious

cuz - because my cousins seem unable to use my name

…. - because thats all Jess says when she talks to me, so im assuming its a nickname at this point

Ez - again, logical

Ezamay - because no one at my ballet school knew how my name was pronounced for a while

1-2-3-ESME - because lauren is a bitch>.<

Miss Harry Potter - because Dan found my obsession amusing. 

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“After being conditioned as a child to the lovely never-never land of magic, of fairy queens and virginal maidens, of little princes and their rose bushes, of poignant bears and Eyore-ish donkeys, of life personalized, as the pagans loved it, of the magic wand, and the faultless illustrations - the beautiful dark-haired child (who was you) winging through the midnight sky on a star-path in her mothers box of reels, - - of Griselda in her feather-cloak, walking barefoot with the Cuckoo in the lantern-lit world of nodding Mandarins, - - of Delight in her flower garden with the slim-limbed flower sprites, - - - of the Hobbit and the dwarves, gold-belted with blue and purple hoods, drinking ale and singing of dragons in the caverns of the valley - - - - all this I knew, and felt, and believed. All this was my life when I was young. To go from this to the world of “grown-up” reality. To feel the tender skin of sensitive child-fingers thicken; to feel the sex organs develop and call loud to the flesh; to become aware of school, exams (the very words as unlovely as the sound of chalk shrilling on the blackboard,) bread and butter, marriage, sex, compatibility, war, economics, death and self. What a pathetic blighting of the beauty and reality of childhood. Not to be sentimental, as I sound, but why the hell are we conditioned into the smooth strawberry-and-cream Mother-Goose world, Alice-in-Wonderland fable, only to be broken on the wheel as we grow older and become aware of ourselves as individuals with a dull responsibility in life?” —Sylvia Plath (via thechocolatebrigade)
Jul 30, 2010
I AM NOT EVEN FOLLOWING SOME OF MY TUMBLR CRUSHES

i dont like this.

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Regina George is such a bitch

Watching Mean Girls the 5000th time because i cant sleep

It never fails to make me crack up and cringe

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Day 18: Plans/Dreams/Goals

  • Graduate
  • Get into some sort of college
  • Self actualization
  • Write something of use
  • Stop complaining
  • Stop procrastinating
  • Love
  • Finish my todo list
  • Fix my social life
Jul 30, 2010
I went to the film festival tonight.

The movie? Howl.

If youve read Howl (which i have thanks to neverthelest.tumblr.com who gave me the book for my birthday), you’ll know its a little jarring. The language is slightly coarse, the subject is unsettling to many. The film discusses this and puts images to the book.

Ten people walked out after the word cunt was said.

I found this highly closeminded of them, but to each his own i suppose.

Other highlights of the night: getting hit on by a sleazy 30-year-old indian (i have NO CLUE WHY. I DIDNT LOOK REMOTELY ATTRACTIVE TONIGHT) and seeing Dr. Kelso (of COURSE she would show up to the movie about a book of poetry)

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...Why is there a large band playing the star spangled banner down the street from me?

Did we revert to independence day or something?

And did tumblr change this font? It looks much smaller.

Jul 29, 2010
30 day movie meme

Day 01- The best movie you saw during the last year
Day 02 - The most underrated movie
Day 03 - A movie that makes you really happy
Day 04 - A movie that makes you sad
Day 05 - Favorite love story in a movie
Day 06 - Favorite made for TV movie
Day 07 - The most surprising plot twist or ending
Day 08 - A movie that you’ve seen countless times
Day 09 - A movie with the best soundtrack
Day 10 - Favorite classic movie
Day 11 - A movie that changed your opinion about something
Day 12 - A movie that you hate
Day 13 - A movie that is a guilty pleasure
Day 14 - A movie that no one would expect you to love
Day 15 - A  character who you can relate to the most
Day 16 - A movie that you used to love but now hate
Day 17 - A movie that disappointed you the most
Day 18 - A movie that you wish more people would’ve seen
Day 19 - Favorite movie based on a book/comic/etc.
Day 20 - Favorite movie from your favorite actor/actress
Day 21 - Favorite action movie
Day 22 - Favorite documentary
Day 23 - Favorite animation
Day 24 - That one awesome movie idea that still hasn’t been done yet
Day 25 - The most hilarious movie you’ve ever seen
Day 26 - A movie that you love but everyone else hates
Day 27 - A movie that you wish you had seen in theaters
Day 28 - Favorite movie from your favorite director
Day 29 - A movie from your childhood
Day 30 - Your favorite movie of all time

(from vianegativa.tumblr.com)

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Day 30: Saddest Character Death

FUCK YES I DID IT. LAST DAY OF THIS MEME.

It’s sad how accomplished i feel right now.

Anyway.

Um, SKINS SPOILERS SHANNON, BE WARNED.

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i guess chris, because not only was it heartbreaking that he died while Jal was pregnant with his kid, it was also loaded with the fact that its the goodbye to the whole cast. Fuck it, for chris.

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woooooot, movie meme next :)

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Day 17: Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

Emma Watson, because shes megafoxyawesomehot, has an adorable boyfriend, tons of money, goes to Brown, and shes HERMIONE. 

I know i should say something like, “A person experiencing the darfur genocide so i can gain perspective on my life” or “the president so i can enact the change this country needs” or whatever.

But fuck it, im shallow and i would love to spend one day being almost perfect. 

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Its not lying if someone thinks youre a freshman in college and you say "no, im going into my senior year", even if it happens to be of high school, right?

bullshit, but i might do it anyway if someone asks me that again at work.

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Day 15: Put your ipod on shuffle and post the first ten songs that play.

*crosses fingers* pleasepleaseplease dont make this something embarassing for once, ipod

  1. Hiroshima - Ben Folds
  2. Tired - Adele
  3. Hollaback Boy - Cobra Starship
  4. Pictures of Lily - The Who
  5. Get A Little High - Robbie Williams
  6. Bad Reputation - Joan Jett
  7. Bobble Head - Erin McCarley
  8. Shiver - Coldplay
  9. Back Of A Truck - Regina Spektor
  10. Viva La Gloria? (Little Girl) - Green Day

haha. okay. so only a little embarassing.

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    lost a follower :(

    oh well

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